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[03 May 2007|05:04pm] i hate everything there isn't one thing that could cheer me up right now but theres nothing that could make it worse post comment

[10 Mar 2007|01:52am] sometimes i forget how life really is lucky for me the world tries hard not to let me everything i want is almost in my reach and i don't know how the fuck to get it i thought i had it, make me feel so naive dark brown blades of 6 month old grass line the floor nicely arranged in the foot prints of ice cold mud i returned with, they understand how i feel better then i do post comment

smile like you mean it [02 Feb 2007|03:12am] nothing makes me happier then when she wakes me up in the middle of the night, its hard to wipe the stupid smile off my face. post comment

[26 Dec 2006|09:40pm] so today i officially found out i have a benign cyst in my scrotum and not testicular cancer which is awesome cause i get to keep both my balls, i have to have ultra sounds done on my balls for the next12 months but they are not getting removed this = greatest day in a while been so fucking stressed about this that I've been losing sleep but now I'm going to sleep like a rock 2 comments|post comment

[19 Dec 2006|10:53pm] so ibought myself a jeep cherokee its fat i am happy post comment

[28 Nov 2006|06:16pm] so some kid stole my default pic on myspace, and not like took the same pic as i did but stole my exact picture of my yelling face http://www.myspace.com/get_phishy_with_it thats not me and its creepy 4 comments|post comment

[20 Nov 2006|05:56pm] just when you thought things were starting to look good i take on something i never ever expected this fucking blows 1 comment|post comment

[16 Nov 2006|06:33pm] it starts to feel a little bit more like home everyday post comment

[09 Nov 2006|11:52pm] guitar hero 2 has a dethklok song on it thatis fucking amazing post comment

[02 Nov 2006|06:05pm] SOMEBODY GET ME A FUCKING CAN OPENER post comment

[02 Nov 2006|04:53pm] next time i come home to my apt and the heatis set to 75 im going to kill princess 1 comment|post comment

[31 Oct 2006|11:27pm] i got another job today both about the same pay one is evening and the other is 8-5 with no weekends both same distance too so kind of a no brainer post comment

[30 Oct 2006|06:34pm] so whose got a job in chicago as a tow truck driver for AAA? oh i do fuck yeah 1 comment|post comment

[23 Oct 2006|12:00am] geez why does it take 2 weeks to get my room painted? post comment

[20 Oct 2006|09:55am] so its friday morning, im not really proud of what i did last night but nothing i can do to change it now my hands hurt so bad post comment

[19 Oct 2006|07:26pm] sometimes i wonder if i really want the answers to my questions 2 comments|post comment

[19 Oct 2006|06:59pm] why is pain always so tempo-less its just a constant noise there's never a delicacy to it or a complicated timing signature never a clever pause or a miss leading break never a suddle key change or a a bright chord its dissonance and horrible destructive interference that only comes from multiply notes that have no similar key properties or any reason to be played together and definitely not with such lack of caring for classical musical theory, or with such tension; with such speed; with such forte and all the strength and hatred that i feel i fucking hate music post comment

[10 Oct 2006|02:58am] so lately ive been having this dream where i walk around at night with a tire iron and break every car window for about six blocks including the 'sheppard' whose a figure in my dream who tries to help everyone out and show them a way to live better i smash his car the worst i think i want the sheppard to feel the pain and dislike for society that i have so he can wake the fuck up when i was younger i wanted to help people back when i had ideals (on a different note ideals are for those who can afford them) like some stupid holden ideal that i may be able to help others see the world, but the more i understand the less i want to even talk to people just want to bat there cars. fuck ideals 1 comment|post comment

[08 Oct 2006|07:47pm] being lazy on my sunday off is awesome 1 comment|post comment

[04 Oct 2006|07:42pm] there's something for some reason i felt really good today got fucked at work as usaull had to drive 1 hour south to do a huge call in but i felt good didnt get pissed didnt think about the lost time just did it either im currently happy or turning into the fodder post comment

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