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Tom O

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[03 May 2007|05:04pm]
i hate everything

there isn't one thing that could
cheer me up right now

but theres nothing that could make
it worse
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[10 Mar 2007|01:52am]
sometimes i forget how life really is

lucky for me the world tries hard not to
let me

everything i want is almost in my reach
and i don't know how the fuck to get it

i thought i had it, make me feel so naive

dark brown blades of 6 month old grass
line the floor nicely arranged in the foot
prints of ice cold mud i returned with, they
understand how i feel better then i do
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smile like you mean it [02 Feb 2007|03:12am]
nothing makes me happier then
when she wakes me up in the
middle of the night, its hard
to wipe the stupid smile off
my face.
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[26 Dec 2006|09:40pm]
so today i officially found out
i have a benign cyst in my scrotum
and not testicular cancer which is
awesome cause i get to keep both my
balls, i have to have ultra sounds
done on my balls for the next12 months
but they are not getting removed

this = greatest day in a while

been so fucking stressed about this
that I've been losing sleep but now
I'm going to sleep like a rock
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[19 Dec 2006|10:53pm]
so ibought myself a jeep cherokee

its fat i am happy
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[28 Nov 2006|06:16pm]
so some kid stole my default
pic on myspace, and not like
took the same pic as i did but
stole my exact picture of my
yelling face


thats not me

and its creepy
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[20 Nov 2006|05:56pm]
just when you thought things were
starting to look good i take on
something i never ever expected

this fucking blows
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[16 Nov 2006|06:33pm]
it starts to feel a little bit
more like home everyday
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[09 Nov 2006|11:52pm]
guitar hero 2 has a
dethklok song on it

thatis fucking amazing
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[02 Nov 2006|06:05pm]
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[02 Nov 2006|04:53pm]
next time i come home to
my apt and the heatis set
to 75 im going to kill
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[31 Oct 2006|11:27pm]
i got another job today

both about the same pay

one is evening and the other
is 8-5 with no weekends

both same distance too

so kind of a no brainer
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[30 Oct 2006|06:34pm]
so whose got a job in chicago
as a tow truck driver for AAA?

oh i do fuck yeah
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[23 Oct 2006|12:00am]
geez why does it take
2 weeks to get my room
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[20 Oct 2006|09:55am]
so its friday morning,
im not really proud of what
i did last night but nothing
i can do to change it now

my hands hurt so bad
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[19 Oct 2006|07:26pm]
sometimes i wonder if i
really want the answers to
my questions
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[19 Oct 2006|06:59pm]
why is pain always so tempo-less
its just a constant noise

there's never a delicacy to it or
a complicated timing signature

never a clever pause or a miss leading

never a suddle key change or a
a bright chord

its dissonance and horrible destructive
interference that only comes from
multiply notes that have no similar key
properties or any reason to be played together
and definitely not with such lack of caring for
classical musical theory, or with such tension;
with such speed; with such forte and all the strength
and hatred that i feel

i fucking hate music
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[10 Oct 2006|02:58am]
so lately ive been having this dream
where i walk around at night with a tire
iron and break every car window for about
six blocks including the 'sheppard'
whose a figure in my dream who tries to
help everyone out and show them a way to live

i smash his car the worst i think i want the
sheppard to feel the pain and dislike for
society that i have so he can wake the fuck up

when i was younger i wanted to help people
back when i had ideals (on a different note
ideals are for those who can afford them)
like some stupid holden ideal that i may
be able to help others see the world, but
the more i understand the less i want to even
talk to people just want to bat there cars.

fuck ideals
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[08 Oct 2006|07:47pm]
being lazy on my sunday off is awesome
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[04 Oct 2006|07:42pm]
there's something

for some reason i felt really
good today

got fucked at work as usaull had
to drive 1 hour south to do a huge
call in but i felt good didnt get pissed
didnt think about the lost time
just did it

either im currently happy

or turning into the fodder
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